One Last Smile For My Last Breath

How could you have done this?
There's no way this is real.

Sitting here, my mind empty,
This familiar numbness all I feel.

You promised you would never hurt me,
Yet look at what you've done.

I knew only one way the ease this pain,
As down my scar riddled arms, blood runs.

I wish that I could say I was stonger,
I wish I hadn't given into the blade.

But that isn't going to matter much longer,
Do not try to come to my aid.

No longer will I feel this pain,
Buried long ago and deep inside.

Finally I sit and watch as it flows away,
In this bloody crimson tide.

Now as my life begins to ebb,
Don't worry about me, I'll be fine.

And please, one request, one small favor,
Smile for me, love, just one last time.